Hey guys! So in a couple of days I'm gettings my tonsils removed.. I posted about it last week but it didn't show up. Anyways, everyone had told me it would be okay because it's a week of icecream but NOOO. I have to eat PROTEIN. The doctor said the sooner I get back on a regular diet the better. And also there's a risk I will bleed. From inside my throat. As long as I stay hydrated I will be fine, but I don't drink as much water as I probably should so that wil probably happen.. The doctor said it will be extremely painful afterwards but I'll be unconsious during the surgery. I'm super scared.. So yeah.. Hoping it's not bad as I think.
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So this week has been pretty crazy for me! First, as most of you know, I went back to the school I went to a few years ago. I didn't really like it.. The people were awesome, just not the school.. So yeah I went there for literally a day and refused to go back. So then I stayed home on Tuesday and Wednesday. While I was home, my parents got the paper work so I could go to the big school I was talking about. There is 300 kids just in my grade. To some people that doesn't seem like a lot but going from 16 to 300 people just in my grade. It's big. And it sucked. On Thursday I went and I was so lonely. Nobody talked to me and I'm super duper shy so there was no way I was going to talk to them first.. Lunch especially sucked. I know I'm probably not the only one who has had terrible lunch experiences.. But it was terrible. I wanted to cry and I didn't until my dad came to pick me up at the end of the day. On Friday it was a little different. Someone asked if I wanted to sit with them at lunch, so that was good. In a lot of my classes I felt lonely though but, it's not like I'm gonna talk much during class. It's funny though because I go to the school for 2 days then I disappear for an entire week due to tonsil surgery.. Yay.. I'm totally excited for that.. Woohoo.. I just have to drink water and I'll be fine. Hopefully. Anyways, the school itself is amazing. The teachers are all awesome and nice. The school is massive! It is SO big! Something I am super excited for is volleyball! They do volleyball for my grade in the spring and not the fall so I get an extra season! They start the week after I'm able to do p.e. again so I just have to recover quickly! So yeah, hoping I find a friend at least.. I don't wanna be lonely!!
Hey guys! So today was my last day at the school I was in(I'm transferring, not summer yet haha..) and it was a pretty crazy day! Most people already know this but, today I got my finger stuck in a hole in a locker. Great way for people to remember me huh? It was during the 10 minute break we have, me and my friend were messing with one of the lockers and I kinda sorta mighta got my finger stuck in a hole.. There's these useless holes right above where the locks go on our lockers and my finger got stuck in it. We put lotion and hand sanitizer on it and it didn't come out so we started freaking out. We didn't go to class and our teacher that period came out to find us. She saw us and she was like, "In my 6 years of teaching this has never happened.." There were a bunch of people who came out of their classes to go to the bathroom and were just like, "What the heck?" I was probably there for a half an hour trying to get my stupid finger out of that hole. We tried a whole bunch of different things like soap and string and dental floss.. My finger was so swollen and it hurt so bad. Finally we sued saran wrap and pulled it out. It felt like my finger was being ripped off. I didn't even cry until the very end.. I was really surprised that I barely cried. My finger is still a bit swollen but it doesn't hurt as bad. My friend joked that she shoved my finger in the locker so I couldn't leave. I'm sorry everyone if you know me in real life from school that I had to leave.. If you read my previous blog posts you will understand why. I couldn't stay. Maybe one day I will come back. Who knows what the future holds? anyways I hoped you enjoy my embarrassing/funny story of my life, I'm just a little dork :D!
i know what you're thinking: ANOTHER ONE?? Whaaat?? Well here's the deal. I'm going through a tough time right now, and I know I'm not the only one. I'm sick of bullies and I want them to hear the freaking message, I'm done. I'm fed up with bullies. Kill em With fire. They are not good people and don't deserve to get to know someone as amazing as you. Remember that. Ever heard the song Wings by Little Mix? No? Yes? Even if you do or don't I'm gonna tell you about it. The song is basically against bullying, like I am. In the chorus it says "Mama told me not to waste my life. She said spread your wings my little butterfly. Don't let what they say keep you up at night. They can't detain you. 'Cause wings are made to fly and don't let nobody bring us down. No matter what you say it won't hurt me. Dont matter if I fall from the sky, these wings are made to fly." To you this might seem like a fairy wings template. To me, this signifies your wings. Let them fly. Don't let anyone bring you down. Stand strong and stand tall. You can do anything. Anything is attainable as long as you believe it is. So be you. Don't let anyone's words get to you. You are amazing. Let your wings fly.
The world is a very sad and messed up place. Society is messed up. Society makes you believe you need to be perfect and skinny to be beautiful and amazing. Well, news flash: You don't. You are amazing in every way. You are smart. You are strong. You are powerful. You are beautiful. You are awesome. You are cool. You can do anything you believe you can. The mind is a confusing place and makes you believe things that aren't true. It makes you believe that you're worthless and hated. It makes you believe that you will never amount to anything. Prove it wrong. Show yourself you can do anything. One person can change a nation. Be that person. Make a difference in this world. Just be yourself. Don't let anyone break you down, especially yourself. Be the best person you can possibly be, you.
Hey guys. So I'm going back to a different school I went to a year and a half ago. I've been bullied a lot this year and I couldn't take it any longer. All those "Friends" posts I've had? They never went away. I couldn't take it. I asked my mom if I could go to a different school and she decided I could finish this school year in a different school near where I live, then go to a much bigger school where my dad works. I wanted to go somewhere else for a long time because I felt like I had no friends a lot of the time. I only had one person I really connected with and she yelled at me in an email.. haha.. (shoutout to Alyssa though) But anyways, UM MY BOLD IS ON AND I CAN'T TURN IT OFF.. MY ITALICS WAS ON TOO BUT i FIXED IT AND i HONESTLY HAVE NO FREAKING CLUE HOW.. THIS IS FREAKING ME OUT. how do i turn this off ahhhh!!! phew i fIXED WAIT... OH GREAT.. Finally! Okay I think it's just going to have to be in bold. Sorry if that's annoying I just have to clue what is going on with my keyboard so.. Okay back to the topic. Anyways, I'm going to a huge school and I'm hoping I can find more people like me. I'm really worried though because like, what if nobody likes me? I don't see how they can't.. I've been to so many different places that I'm pretty likeable. Except if you blame me for ruining your life, I can't help ya there sorry. Or if you're out to get me and I have no clue why for that either then I can't really help ya there either. So I'm just hoping that this won't be hard.. i just want to have friends..
Hey guys! How are you all? I could be better. So far things aren't going as good as I hoped for 2016. it just seems like everyone hates me or something. I don't know. Anyways, I have this app for my skins on Minecraft called MineCraft Skin Studio(MSS). The other day I was scrolling through skins and found one about cyberbullying. I looked at it and commented on it giving them advice about it. They thanked me and said that I really just changed their life. I decided, "Hey, if I can change one person's life, I can change more!" so I posted a skin about bullying in general. It wasn't a very good skin, but that's because I wanted to show people not just the best skins mean something. I called it "Read description if you care about someone's life" so people would look at it and read it. Here's what I put: The original skin/description had a bunch of typos so I fixed them. The skin originally looked like this: But I changed it to this: There was a bunch of comments and here are a few: There were a few reposts of this skin as well: Pretty much I changed a few people's lives. It made me feel really good. Who knows how many others are touched by this. I hope if you're being bullied, you take this to heart and stand up for yourself. IT IS POSSIBLE! As long as you try, anything is attainable.
Well, Happy New Year! It's really 2016. Random 2016 fact: Troy and Gabriela met 10 years ago.. Woah. Crazy. Anyways, yes I realize I'm a day late. Sorry! I was just playing on my xbox literally all day yesterday. I just got a really cool game called "A Book Of Unwritten Tales 2" or something like that. It is super awesome but extremely complicated and hard! It makes you strategize and think instead of someone just showing you how to do everything. I love it. Anyways, what are some new years resolutions you made? A couple of mine were to post on my blog more frequently, be as kind as possible to everyone, and to actually do my homework when I'm supposed to instead of waiting for the last minute to do it. Speaking of which, I should probably get back to doing math homework I saved for the last minute of break.. Yup already failing my new years resolution and the year just started. Hope you all have a great rest of the break and a great year!
Hey guys! So that last post issue is still going on, they decided that they don't want to be friends with us anymore. Oh well! Anyways, on a happier note, I have a new baby brother! His name is Rowan and he was born Dec 22nd! He shares a room with me and he's super adorable! He can't see very well yet, but his vision is starting to clear up so he is looking around at everything. He is super tiny compared to my 2 year old brother! So yeah. How was everyone's holidays? My Christmas was great! My favorite gift was my Squatty Potty. If you don't know what that is, look it up on YouTube and click the unicorn one. It is hilarious. I got a bunch of little presents but that's my favorite of all of them. How was your holidays? Comment below or tell me in a contact form! Happy New Year!
So I must have friend issues or something because I talk about friendships a lot on here. I'm sorry I haven't posted in so long, I've been very busy with school.! Last week my friends and I had made plans to go to this thing called Yule Night together. It's basically a fun night where there is a parade and you can do different things at different places. We had made a plan to go to one of my friend's house. Apparently they both made plans without me to go to her house before because it worked for one of my friends. They didn't tell me about it and were acting weird around me so I could tell something was going on. It really really hurt my feelings when I found out that they had planned something and kept it from me. Please please tell your friends things, it makes it worse keeping things from them. I found out and decided I wasn't going to go because I was really hurt. Then the friend who was going over to my other friend's house before hand decided she wouldn't go because it wasn't fair that I couldn't go too. We ended up still going to her house and everything was all right. Just tell your friends things. Don't hide something from them, how would you feel if you were the one that didn't know what was going on?
So this post is kind of about two different things, both about friendships. This past week one of my friends was sick and wasn't at school Monday-Wednesday. When she got back, we were all excited because we had missed her. After our second period class, things were a little weird. The friend who wasn't here and two other of my friends started to ignore me and my other friend. We didn't realize it at first, so we tried to talk to them but they didn't listen. We tried multiple times but they just didn't want to hear what we were trying to tell them or ask them. We were really confused and didn't understand why they were ignoring us. We had no clue what we did to them. At lunch my friend and I sat in our usual spot where we always sit but two of the three sat in a different spot. They kept looking at us and talking and we were super confused. We didn't understand why they were ignoring us and sitting away from us. During the next class we sat by them and they acted like we weren't there. It really hurt our feelings. We didn't understand what was going on. The next day my mom had talked to one of their mom's and they freaked out on us. They accused us of ignoring them. We tried to tell them how we felt but they always steered it back to us ignoring them. Then the bell rang and my mom walked over just then. I was crying because I just didn't understand what we ever did to them. (Just a note, I cry when I'm stressed. I almost never show how I really feel inside around others and put a smile on my face.) At the beginning of the school year I bought these little heart stickers and me and three of my friends put them on our lockers to show we were best friends. One of them took the stickers off and threw them away. That pretty much felt like someone stabbed me in the heart. my friend and I felt terrible and didn't understand what the heck we did to them. At the end of the day, the other friend moved her locker away from us. We felt like someone had ripped our hearts out and stomped on them. We made that locker resemble how we felt, we put a ripped picture of the crying emoji in the empty locker. We pretty much felt empty other than someone ripping our crying face in half. Here's the lesson behind this story, talk your issues out with your friends. Don't give them the silent treatment then accuse them of ignoring you when you pretty much were the ones doing it. Just talk to your friends and don't ruin good relationships. These stories aren't meant to offend anyone who reads them. I'm sorry if you are one of these people and read this and didn't like it. This is my blog and I have a right to post whatever goes on in my life. If you didn't like that I posted this, just be glad I didn't share any names and maybe next time don't do what you did. Sorry. |
About MeWelcome to my mess of a blog! I started this when I was 11 years old. As of 2022, I am now 19 years old. Most of you might be wondering what motivated me to start this blog in the first place, and to that I would answer: I honestly have no clue. I guess I have always really enjoyed talking about myself, and what better way to do that than start a blog? Who knows. "It ain't easy bein' cheesy." |